And you swore you weren't lying

Every time I read those entries, I get upset.  Why do I keep reading them if they make me upset?  So I know what it feels like to be in that position again, knowing that I could be single all over again. 

I managed to confirm that those things that Paolo did with other people were actually with her during our lovely trip to Seattle this weekend.  In reality, I can't do shit about it besides get upset and ask why he didn't remember this when I asked what he did with her.  I don't even know her and I want to punch her in the ovaries.  I wonder where I'd be right now if I was single, I guess I'll never know. I just wish that he'd be more considerate when bringing up things that he did with her.  This is why I wish I dated around before I started going out with Paolo.

P.S. I'm never going to be happy.