I ain't seen you look so good ....
I haven't blogged in a while ... life is okay. I feel happy at times, but I feel miserable the rest of the time. I wonder if anyone has caught on yet. The people that I told don't count ...
I'm kind of dreading this BBQ that I have to go to .. it always ends up in a fight. It's only his friend's parties do we have big fights. I'm not emotionally strong enough to deal with things right now. I'm focusing on myself right now; I know what I have to do, but I just can't.
